Our world

 Hi and hello March 2024,

Time flies so fast,

That I find its hard not to lost our self in this busy world.

I want to ask everyone.

DO YOU FEEL YOUR EXISTENCE?

How you feel it? Can you explain to me?

Do you see the world itself exist first? Or do you see yourself exist first than the world?

How can you describe it?

Can you see this world more than the eyes see it?

Can you feel the existence more than your hands touch it?

Can you taste your existence more than your tongue can taste it?

Isn't it weird?

Is it all the five sense we have as a human is a proof we exist to this world?

What about our soul?

Do you feel your existence with your soul?

How to prove it exist?

If we die where our soul go?

Isn't we left everything we have here on earth when we die?

Then, what we have after then?

Our soul?

This world is misery, isn't it?

I believe that the highest knowledge we can achieve in this world is when we know why we exist in this world...

MYTHS AND MISCONCEPTION

HELLO, IT'S A NEW YEAR!

IT'S ALREADY 2024!

You know what? When I was a kid. I thought I will celebrate 2020 coming, with life full of technologies, a happy world and flying cars. 

BUT.

The world of 2020 is chaotic and messed up!

It is a world full of technologies. We life in a world that everything was made easier. Using only a single phone you can buy everything there, order car come at you, working, attend class and lecturers, no more tv, videocall, messaging people and the best one is connecting all people around the world.

The only basic need of life today is a phone and internet so you already good to have a life.

2020 started with a pandemic of a virus that spread into the worldwide.

2021 started with everyone need to inject shots of vaccine into their body.

2022 economy collapsed 

2023 Palestine-Israel war

2024 Bunker

The f*** is all this technologies and globalization just caused the whole world messed up. After everything happened, everybody become cautious. There are so many kind of people right now, the paranoids, the anti-vaccine, the preppers, the capitalist, the government and the people of the war.

But.

Looking at the situation right now, the misconception of ; If you have a bunker, you will be saved forever, IS WRONG!!

because if there is a war, the government has control of you. The man need to go into war. The government will order the evacuation. 

Now, I realized that this world full of chaos and misconception because in 2017-2019, we are taught to be a hustle women, entrepreneur and financial freedom. A content creator become the most demand job.

But.

Life like that make us in a 'rat-race' like you are chasing something and it's never enough. 24 hours a day is not enough because there is so much thing you can do to make money and become productive these days. Everyone wants to be the same. Especially the people they look up for, in the internet around the globes. There is a term of 'FOMO' used to describe people that don't want to look behind everyone in this globalization world.

But, 

The life itself is not fulfilling at all. It is easier to eat fast food, no more family dinner at the table, no more homemade food and no more conversation at the table. People choose to isolated themselves with their world in their phone. They converse by their phone. They connected to stranger people on the internet rather than the real people around them.

I realized it is easier to get sick nowadays. The hospital always full these days. So many new disease coming out. We need to mask to go outside. Everybody started to feel more distant. Until I realized that 'fast-food' make me lethargic, tired and no energy. I miss warm food. I miss my mom food. It is easier to have mental illness when you keep eating junk food too. 

Now, I realized how important cooked food at home.. How important real foods rather than that synthetic food. Now I realized that 'fast-food' is a junk food. It is full of chemicals and toxic ingredients that make people easily got sick nowadays. There is no more real antibodies anymore because food and medicine are made form cheap synthetic materials. Because of economy, it is easier to eat synthetic food packed in plastic by capitalist than the home grown food. It is easier to eat supplements rather than eating the right amount of protein, vegetables and fruits. 

Now, I realized a world of technologies is a world full of myths that we gonna be happy. Human become distant, the food lost it's indulgence and technologies only made to created more weapons to kill human rather than solving problems. These day there is no more rules to follow in war anymore, the machine used in the war make it easier to kill human. Genocide on weaker people is considered normal.

IHATETHISWORLD

World War

 The world we live today.

I can't believe in 21st century yet I still witnessed a genocide happened 'live' with my own eyes.

I HATE WAR

Since I am a kid, I have seeing a lot of war. The soldiers killed the women and children. They killed innocent people. It's obvious. They targeted innocent people. They purposely killing children and babies. The war machine was made to kill civilians in mass murdering. Now, they show their true self by doing genocide in front of our eyes. They are not ashamed anymore to do bluntly and unmorally act anymore.

This same people are the one they say they won't repeat WW1 and WW2. They got enough of war. They learned a lot from war. They have lost so many people. They have a museum to remember their past and the darkest history of them.

I believe they do it because they don't want to be in that situation anymore.

BUT.

Boys, I was wrong. The result of WW2, they created more weapons. They create more machines to kill people. They compete to build the biggest war machine among them. They proud of their killing machines. They spend money on machine that can kill people. And, they say this is "technology". This is the 21st century, A world full of technology.

Now, the same people who are singing national anthems for the loss soldier, the same country that make a remembrance day of World War is the same country that attacking another country for the sake of 'Safe-guarding', 'Defence', and 'Alliance'

Why man love war?

Is my question to the world

The second outbreak

 The human outraged.

The monkey spread virus, cats and dogs too. The sea is toxic and the chicken are not healthy. Where we are going?

I think this is the time. The battle to survive.

We are living in two different world. The bad side and the good side. Everybody just doing things in their  own world separately. But, when the world is no longer balance, one could affect another. Do you think which side of the world start to dominate now.

I pray for a world that we no longer afraid to the bad guys, we can be happy doing our things outside, we have a good leader that could make a great decision, we become a wise person so we stop judging other and living in different individuals.

Lets hope whatever happened, we could make it until the end. We are fighters. We are warriors. 

The world we shared we have to make it in kindness, not in racial. Hero comes late because the early is the villain. Watch out for leader who say '' I want to change the world ". look for the leader who want to live this world.

Its not about washing your hand anymore. Its about to be ready, the world is changing. If we survived, we'll evolve. It always the world that dominate by bad people until a one man comes and changed it. The real, the truth and the strong one. Then, the world evolved.

Learn from the history. How the empires changed.

Penyakit akhir zaman

 World-end disease.

The world end just not come to end by itself. But, the human itself started to make an end to it. Basically, the human become ignorance, rebels to knowledge, don't want to become a learner and stubborn as hell.

Lets say. Using the formulae of human have 4 types of blood. Then, we make it into human have 4 type of characteristic. We have 4 types of human accept the knowledge the way they are. Some understand based on theory and concept, some readily accept logic, some who accept practicality only and some who understand by moral values. We are all different. Human cannot be the same way. The strongest team have a different individuality.

Then, lets see. Human coming to end because they are stupid. Yes, indeed. They lack of survivability. They lack of awareness. Survival need the knowledge to remain alive. Usually, we heard that the younger people are rude. This is because they lack of empathy and wise. Empathy is the ability to understand others, situation and ideas. We are all different. The ability to understand is not using our own knowledge to understand but to accept different other knowledge too. 

We are started to become rude. Rude to our parents. Rude to our environment. Rude to our governments. Rude to our body. When we are not listen, we can't learn. The best ability to change is not rebel but the moment we understand the root of a problems. 

This world is coming to end but this is not the time yet. Trust me.

What we have to do now is to have the ability to understand.

You think a great leader is the one who are preaching the word of 'want to change the world' ? NO! it is the one who want to live the world. Careful on that

The Probabilty of 2022.

 Hi, everyone.

This 2021 year will come to end soon. So, what you have achieved this far? Got a job? finish school? graduate? got married? have children? I hope everything is good for you.

2020 has been hit all of us in the hardest way. Leaving us in uncertainty and hopeless, but 2021 has been a quite better, right? If you have been vaccinated, you'll feel secure and ready for the next venture but if you are someone that refuse to get vaccine then everything become hardest and unfair to you. Choose your battle. That's all I will said. Any decision you made, make sure it come with the probability which is you already calculated what the outcome of decision you made. I'm sure this big era of global vaccine will differ two types of survivality of humanity. So, anything you make, make sure its the right decision with a good counter-attack you prepare for yourself.

So, the reason why I'm writing all of this, is to talk about the probability.

I'm sure with 2021 coming to end, we have been getting lose a lot by restriction, right? We start going to work again, going to school and travelling.

BUT.

I don't think so.

I think this is the best time to learn from the past. We have been through 2 years of pandemic and if you are still survive well, so you should understand and learn what the lesson you need to take of.

This pandemic is not ending yet. Trust me. Look at the news, the virus still alive but you chose to ignore it by right now because you are used to it already. It has become normal and the vaccine works!

But,

who getting success? who getting rich?

Its not you.

So, I hope for all of you to still survive for the upcoming wave of attack. What I'm saying?

You need to have savings, survival knowledge, learn from the virus, hygiene and don't lose hope. That's all.

For 2022, I want you to make a changes to yourself.

Lose some weight, take care of your health, take care of your loved one, eat all of your favourite food now, go vacation, have money, save money, and invest your money so you have multiple sources of income that you can use anytime you need. Save some precious things that have value, leave all your weakness or simply reducing it, be a game changer to yourself, stop complaining start solving, have an idea and read the books, if you are a billionaires, save the community around you so they can survive too. Prepare for the worst but live the life.

Run out of idea already, so for now,

( 2020 - 2030 ).

is a Battle to survive!

The 'X'

Her chromosome is adopted in to the different place. The humblest place. The lowest place that denied their existence. But, her original chromosome is the strongest chromosome in the world yet she being nurtured as soft as she can.

Because of unknown origin of her, thus she being classified as an 'X'.