The Little Girl, Uti.

 The Grown-Up Has Become a Weakened Man

I have always wanted someone to share my story with.
But the world has grown too adult.
No one is satisfied with where they are.
Everyone is chasing… nothing.
We call it the “life plan.”

The minute of the hour, the hour of the day,
the day of the week, the week of the month,
months of the year, the year of your life.
Microscopes, biology, curriculum, arithmetic, history, grammar, priorities—
so much to accomplish, every second measured,
every decision weighed.

Wake up. Coffee. Breakfast. Study. Work. Repeat.
Understand the market, the economy, the future.
We are told to become the “wonderful grown-up,”
but in doing so, we make ourselves robots.
And then, we make robots of our lives.
The future requires this, they say.

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But once, there was a little girl who lived on the moon.
She needed friends. She needed emotion.

Her life was lonely. She had no heart, no mouth, no brain, no body—
only a pair of eyes.
Eyes to see.
Eyes to observe.
Eyes to absorb everything.

By her 25th birthday, she learned to pilot herself.
She had achieved everything—but not a heart.
She could not feel.
She could not connect.
She needed friends to give her one.

So she descended to Earth.
Traveling through spaceyards and skies,
she explored humans, animals, places, subjects.
She learned everything she could.

Until she crashed.
The world’s problems forced her to land,
to face reality.
She could see the roots of human suffering,
but she had no friends.
It was cold—inside and out. Lonely and empty.

So she drew.
She drew humans and the roots of their problems.
When a problem overwhelms you,
you must understand its root to disobey it.
But she had no power.
No strength to even draw.

Yet she forced herself.
First she fell sick. Then she aged.
But her imagination endured.
She pictured herself.
She calculated.
And suddenly, the Unimax emerged.

The Unimax gave her power.
She imagined the grass, flowers, concrete, castles.
She imagined things flying—and herself, flying.

She wanted to prove she existed.
The Unimax promised she could solve problems.
But there was a cost:
power is greedy.
To wield it, she must endure everything that comes with it.
Only then could she hope for friends.

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Will she endure it?
Will she find friends?
Will anyone listen to her?
Will she solve the problems?
Will she finally have a heart?

No one knows… yet.

Who is she?

She is a reseacher and lots of other part-time jobs. She has a serious look all the time and she is extremely logical person that she loves doing mathematical and logical experiments. She likes to do experiment on herself on regard of chromosome XX and making all man she meet as a speciment to chromosome XY.

When it come to emotion, she always misunderstand situations and interpreted them in different scientifically way. She also can be snarky, but is usually serious and logical above all else, making her stick to her quest above all else. Despite her scientific attachment, she carries a high of self-awareness of herself and to others.

She loves mathematical/logical/philosophy/physcology/science experiments to the point that he is ready to turn anything into an experiment to prove it. She dreams to have a nobel prices as her academia achievement that only will make her happy.

Her story ( Part 2 )

She is eccentric, as if living in her own world. She is a brilliantly intelligent but extremely terrible at everything else due to lacking any common sense. She herself is unsure of what to feel about surrounding or herself. These traits may suggest that she is an emotion autistic. As a result, she typically reacts to situations in an unconventional manner and operates on very different morals from others.

She is obsessive with her work as a chromosome scientist. She will make every living things related to chromosome and scheptical of chromosome XY. She is easily motivated by food and in particular seems to be fond of asian and asean foods. She consumed a lot of sugar and chocolate on daily basis too.

Despite always being logical but at times,  there's a time when she allows her emotions to control her actions.

She is a very cheerful and optimistic girl. She can be quite forgetful with regard to spatial awareness, often forgetting things. She also tends to get her words mixed up and say random things. According to her friends, she is careless and is frequently told that she can't take a hint. However, she can be pretty clever at times, coming up with solutions the others hadn't thought of.

REMAINED CALM

Hi all,

Look at where we are now.
It’s already almost halfway through 2021.
June is just around the corner.

Time moved fast.

If you remember what I predicted back in March last year,
some things could have been avoided — at least in theory.

But prediction is never certainty.
It’s always about probability.

The first probability I made was simple:
Corona is a virus that spreads through the air.

And the solution?
DNA.

That’s why I wasn’t surprised when the vaccine arrived.
Congratulations to Pfizer — the calculations were precise.
From the beginning, I believed it would come down to DNA or chromosome-level solutions.

Precision matters.

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The second probability I made was deeper —
about the essence of human life.

What do humans truly need to survive?

• Air

• Food

• Water

• Shelter

• And now, whether we like it or not — the internet

So let’s look at what happened.

Corona limited our air.
Breathing itself became dangerous.

Then in April, war broke out in Palestine.
And what was taken?

Homes.
Shelter.

You might ask:
“Why should we care?”

Because probability doesn’t belong to one nation.
What happens to one group of people can happen to all of us.

This is no longer the world of before 2020 —
where everyone only takes care of themselves and thinks it’s enough.

So what’s left now?

Food.
Water.
Internet.

Lose those three —
and it’s not chaos.

It’s doomsday.

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If we truly want to save the world,
or at least prevent the worst probabilities,

Then we need to act where it matters:

• Protect people from losing their homes

• Protect people from losing their lives

• Vaccinate, educate, and reduce harm — even when it’s uncomfortable

Because losing humanity costs more than losing pride.

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And that’s why I always say:

Remain calm.

A hero who saves the world
is not the one who wants to change it loudly,
but the one who stays calm when everything is collapsing.

Why is calm so important in crisis?

Because calm allows:

• Clear calculation

• Strategic thinking

• Fewer mistakes

• Better decisions

And what is a wise decision?

A decision that is good for you
and for the people around you.

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So if you’re angry at the government,
if you’re frustrated, tired, or disappointed —

Understand this:

Anger wastes energy.
Clarity creates change.

The real change doesn’t start from systems alone.
It starts with you.

Be precise.
Be analytical.
Be human.

Be a game changer —
but remain calm.

That’s all.

— uti‑chan

The Mystery of 2021

Hi and assalamualaikum everyone,

Assalamualaikum means peace be upon you all.

Beautiful, isn’t it?

I don’t really have a title for this,
but I want to say that 2021 feels mysterious to me.

After 2020 turned our world upside down—

2021 feels… calmer.

It has been a full year since the world entered quarantine.
One year of living inside uncertainty.
One year of learning how fragile everything really is.

And yet—

Something feels different now.

The world seems to be cooling down.
Maybe because vaccination has started.
Maybe because people are learning how to live with uncertainty.

It almost feels like we passed one phase.

Life slowly comes back.
The weather feels kinder.
The urge to travel returns.
Schools reopen.
Routines begin to breathe again.

But sometimes I ask myself—

Is it really over?
Or are we just learning how to live with it?

Well, nevertheless…
we live on, don’t we?

So to everyone who made it this far—

Congratulations.
You are strong.
Stronger than you realize.

But let us stay cautious.
As always.

Because probability still exists.
The world still moves in waves.

Now, we enter the next phase.

Hold on tight.
Keep going.
Take care of yourself and others.

And for now—

Stay home.

HER STORY ( Part 1 )

Melody is a scientist of chromosome. Her intelligence and sensitivity had isolated her from her fellow peers. Unconsciously she can see through your mind easily and would say words that you want to hear, yet nobody can see through her and her true colour. 

She is also a troublemaker, entrepreneur with an easy-going personality. She is always playful, but when a crisis comes, you will find her observant and problem solvent.

In a world where a revolution began. She evolving.

Before we got disconnected

 Hi everyone.

Have a nice day. 

It still 2020. An amazing year. A new decade. What everyone waiting for or your day has becoming normal?

I just want to say be prepared. Maybe you can start stocking up by right now. I suggest you to take a bag and fill in 1 set of comfortable cloth like you will be in a survival game, then put in all the extra batteries you need as a precaution, bring in a water bottle incase we fight over the water, and other extra things. I suggest a good pajamas, like tshirt, and my favourite sweater. And dont forget your mask, it is a crucial things. Some underwear if you are fragile, some chocolates, identification card, a journal book so you can write/expressed when you need, a blue pen, and maybe for starter you need to use soap. And what more? Food? I dont know, if you are lucky you will have it. If you got a chance to choose food to survive, choose chocolate powder, dates, chewing gum and some onion so you can have some soup.

Necessary as a human :

You need air, water, food and shelter.

First tension is the air. The oxygen we breath become limited now. We need to wear a mask all the time.

But, what if something we look granted but actually it is a crucial need for all of us right now. Like electric. With electric come internet.

and what if we lost electricity, what gonna happened to us?

We got disconnected.

Cheers,

but at least we are still living right? So, I just want to say survive well everybody.

See you in 2030.

chaa~