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Wednesday, 1 July 2020

Before asteroid hit us

Hi awesome.

Hope everyone doing well.

It has been amazing journey. The earth has stopped down for 3 months. It is the best vacation, everrr. How do you feel? Any changing? Or is it the same?

I hope not. Because, I believe. You ought not to be the same after a pandemic happened.

That was my saying. I am not claimed anything.

Is it fate or coincidence?

I dont know. I'm always dont know anything. That is why I'm writing here. No one writing without purpose, right?

I dont know but if you look at it. It always connected.

From the first January, we thought the Oz bush fire is the end of the world but now it is nothing compared to our condition now, right? We thought we are safe that time just because it is far away from us. we just feel pity for them. But, look at it now. Everybody got hit. No one is missing.

At least we got quarantine. At least we got caged up in our home. Safe and sound. But, human. They cant be caged that long. Maybe 3 months is the longest we can last being confined in a one place, right? well, for the world before 2020, it doesnt make sense because our life before, has been really at fast paced, right? So, it is a whole new thing order for us.

Well, I'm having fun with it actually. I'm never thought that I would be home doing nothing, forced to be relaxing like this. 3 months is a day by day to pass but now everything has come to it places again. The time will go back normal again right?

Sometime, I'm really curious of what is waiting for us. But, I dont want to think like that. But, sometime, it do getting weird. This new norm is a weird things for me. Dont you think? But, I dont care actually because now everyone looks normal to push forward life like usual again.

In the past 3 months of world isolation, I always look up the sky. I dont know. But, I'm feel like when this world has to stop back then, but not the sky. The moon and sun come and go like usual and that is the only thing that give us hope that this world is still moving. Isnt it?

But I realised something else. There is something about it. In the first month of pandemic, I could barely see the star. It so dark and quiet. In the second month of pandemic, the moon is always bright. It always a full moon, I once take a picture of it and when I look at it back, I never realised a picture that so bright like a bulb is the picture of the moon. And it is the same dark empty sky without stars, hot and unwindy night and a full moon. we always hear that the lunar eclipse keep happened in pandemic. And the meteor shower too, but never once I could catch it.

For the third month of pandemic, everyone start to go out like usual with a little bit of precaution, I realise that the moon is not in a full moon anymore. It barely come out at night as a crescent moon and it look so dim, dull and almost faded like it want to hiding. And it barely last long all night.

So, we are being freed and having freedom again. No one gonna look at sun and the moon mesmerizingly again right. So I just want to write it here, that I'm enjoying everything that has happened. Sometime, I do think that this pandemic is for me haha. Before pandemic, my life has not even looked normal but when pandemic happened suddenly my life could not be more normal thn that everrr and it is a happier time compare to the normal chasing day. Sometime, I just wonder what everyone chasing in their life?

2020 has been a suprising year for all of us. No expectation needed just go with the flow. Stay calm, stay humble, stay humbled, stay true and do what you have to do. We are now entering the 2nd phase of 2020, so embrace.

So, before the asteroid hit us, this is a little bit of spoiler.



And one more thing, if this happened, we cant survived because we are not ready for this..

Thursday, 30 April 2020

Mutation virus


Mutation, Medicine, and the Question of Evolution

A mutation is a change in the structure of a gene.
It may occur through the alteration of a single base unit in DNA, or through the deletion, insertion, or rearrangement of larger sections of genes or chromosomes. Some mutations are harmless, some harmful, and some silently passed on to the next generation.

During the COVID‑19 pandemic, Malaysia’s Health Director‑General, Datuk Dr Noor Hisham Abdullah, confirmed that mutations of SARS‑CoV‑2 had been detected locally. At the time, three known strains were already present in the country. Globally, scientists observed that the virus—an oily membrane packed with genetic instructions—was changing as it spread.

SARS‑CoV‑2 carries its instructions in RNA, written in roughly 30,000 genetic “letters.” As the virus replicates inside human cells, small changes naturally occur. Over time, researchers suggested that the virus had diversified into multiple strains, with different dominant variants appearing in different regions.

This raised difficult questions.

Could differences in outcomes be influenced not only by the virus, but also by human biology—age, health, environment, and genetic background? There was no simple answer. Survival depended on many overlapping factors, not one cause alone.


Medicine, Limits, and Biological Context

During the early phase of the pandemic, the world searched urgently for treatment. Some countries explored hydroxychloroquine, a drug long used for malaria and autoimmune diseases. Malaysia included it in treatment protocols for certain cases, while other countries reported mixed or negative results.

This contrast sparked a deeper question in my mind:

Could treatment effectiveness vary because humans themselves are biologically diverse?

Human populations have adapted over generations to different climates, diseases, and environments. DNA, RNA, and chromosomes are shaped not only by inheritance, but by history—weather, diet, pathogens, and survival pressures.

This does not mean one medicine “works” because of race or superiority.
It means biology is context‑dependent.

A virus meets a body.
A body meets a virus.
The outcome is not identical every time.


Why Chromosomes Fascinated Me

My interest in chromosomes began long before the pandemic—through psychology, philosophy, intelligence theories, and how humans classify themselves into generations, identities, and behaviors.

Every human carries:

  • DNA

  • RNA

  • Chromosomes

  • A biological history written over time

The pandemic simply forced the world to confront this reality more directly.

When people spoke about vaccines, antibodies, and genetic material, I began to see COVID‑19 not just as a crisis—but as a biological mirror.

Viruses mutate.
Humans adapt.
Life responds.


The Question of Vaccines and Change

Vaccines do not change human DNA in a literal sense—but they teach the immune system, which itself is a biological memory shaped by genes and experience.

Still, the bigger idea remains:

Humanity is entering a phase where biology, technology, and consciousness intersect.

Not just medicine—but awareness.


World: Chapter 2

We are stepping into a new era:

  • Rapid mutation

  • Genetic literacy

  • Environmental pressure

  • Technological acceleration

  • Psychological transformation

Not just survival—but adaptation.

Not just disease—but response.

Not just fear—but understanding.


One Word

EVOLUTION

Not only of viruses.
But of humans—
biologically, mentally, and consciously.

And the question is no longer “What will change?”
but rather:

How will we evolve responsibly?

Saturday, 25 April 2020

What Happened in Pandemic?

2020: A Year of Evolution

A year that no one truly expected. Can you imagine, back then, what we dreamed this year would be? Flying cars. New worlds. Ultimate achievements. A decade’s promise of progress and happiness.

But then… reality hit.

2020 did not bring what we imagined.

It brought evolution.

On 12 March 2020, the World Health Organization declared a global pandemic. For once, the entire world felt the same uncertainty, the same fear, the same sudden halt. It was surreal. From bushfires in January to international crises, and finally, the coronavirus hitting all corners of the world—everything changed in the blink of an eye.

Suddenly, our mornings were no longer filled with cafes, coffee, busy commutes, or endless schedules. Masks became a necessity. Social gatherings disappeared. Work, travel, stress, and productivity as we knew them all vanished overnight. Life, as we decided to live it, was no longer ours to control—it had been decided for us.

So, what should we do now?

We prepare.

Preparation does not mean panic; it means awareness, small precautions, and readiness for the unexpected. If the world is quarantined for months, what then? Can life return to the “normal” we had in 2019? The reality is, it won’t. And perhaps it shouldn’t.

Because the world is changing.

Evolution is happening.

A subtle, quiet shift—a recalibration of what it means to live. We gain new eyes to see, new capabilities to adapt, and new limits to understand. The 2000s brought development; 2020 brought “edevelopment”—a fusion of development and evolution. A reset. A fresh start.

Humans have always dreamed of easier lives, freer work, technological convenience, and abundance. Maybe this pause, this pandemic, is the reset we never knew we needed. To reach a new normal, sometimes we have to leave something behind, to break before we build, to survive before we thrive.

For now, survival is simple: water, food, air, and shelter. Add the internet, the new essential of modern life. Corona may limit our air, but we still have the basics. Protect them. Value them. Live well.

And when we struggle or falter, turn to faith. Islam, in its guidance, offers clarity, strength, and answers to the questions this world cannot always provide.

Perhaps for those who once lived “normal” lives, life now feels abnormal. And for those whose lives were never normal, perhaps now a strange sense of order exists. Whatever your situation, be grateful. Embrace it. Survive well.

Because we are all evolving.